SHEEP FARM 15 | PODCAST | JERRY MARZINSKY & GEORGE JAGATIC | DEMON VOICES & THE PSYCHOTIC MIND Pt.2


Jerry Marzinsky BA M.Ed.— Jerry is a retired licensed psychotherapist with over 35 years of experience working with and studying the thought processes of psychotic and criminally insane patients in some of the most volatile psychiatric institutions in the nation. He has held the positions of 2nd Lt. Arizona Civil Air Patrol and Assistant Scout Master. His formal academic training comprises a B.A. in Psychology from Temple University, a Master’s Degree in Counselling from the University of Georgia, and two years of study in a Ph.D. Psychology program. He is the co-author of An Amazing Journey Into The Psychotic Mind – Breaking The Spell Of the Ivory Tower.

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7 Comments

  1. Now Zen, I found you via UK Column.

    I and all the other i’s within this idea of myself found that pod cast fascinating. I have not experienced any voices inside my head telling me what to do or not to do. However, my own internal dialogue skips and shifts rapidly from a “come on Ste” perspective to a “you fucking idiot” perspective and has done for as long as i recall. So now i’m thinking maybe there are voices there within me that are not my own. Why I say this is that the “you fucking idiot” script, idea, voice or whatever can lay me flat rapidly. Generally I’m ok, have been most of my time. I have a relatively fucked up background (who does not?) and the pain, suffering and anguish i guess now may well have left cracks in the field (I’ve been through the crack, smack and tack trip). By the field I mean our aura, our protection, our two angels and demons you know. I loved that analogy by the way, two angels and two demons. Thankfully I reckon the two angels have had my back although for myself I refer to that phenomenon as Lady Luck. Same truth. But I have been put down, beaten down and trodden on by many with myself being the top dog bully and that truth is what resonated with me listening to George describing how he reckoned the cracks in his defences were probably at there lowest when he was on the meth amphets.

    I really cannot identify any specific mega low down and maybe thats because if you have enough they all sort of blamange into one. However, even underneath the constant ongoing psychological attack being perpetrated upon us all pretty much globally I’m ok. I’ve collapsed, melted down and thought “We are all fucked, whats the fucking point?” three times over the last year. Completely gloomed out in the gloamings wandering the dark paths without seeing a foot fall. Down and out and fuck it.
    Hmmm………. However, the three episodes lasted only a day or so each. Having been in such places many, many times before and having read a lot of literature and also going through CBT and generally trying to figure out ‘what the fuck is going on’ (The KLF – 1987 – What the fuck is going on? being the best album title ever for me) I have collapsed and rebuilt my idea of myself over and over and its still ongoing.

    My point here is this:- I slip into shit ideas about life and love (Those two words don’t even enter in when the gloom clouds) so rapidly and so fully. Its like its a part of me thats not me and so i guess thats where the voices get a microphone? I’ve never thought about it until now but after listening to you all i reckon the shit, piss poor, whats the fucking point, arsehole, dickhead, waste of fucking space and time, cock knocker version of me may have just been outed, may have just been recognised.

    Yes I’ve been called these names and had then drilled into me from various angles and i know full well they may have some truth to them in some sense in some circumstances but hey, they hardly descirbe me but the thing is for me when I am low I Literally believe all this. I know it to be true right then. But is it me? Is it who and what i am?

    I now think its a part of the multiplex me but not of me, outside of me coming in. Like I said, I dont hear voices per se, but I hear what I hear as my own internal voice pulling me to bits and now i can be like “Oh yeah demon, You want me to get down on myself big time” and then give the idea, the entities the mental two fingers and then once they have fed a little off that misery, it’ll be a quick “Love you, good day” and off and onwards….

    Thankyou all for all the information, bravery and truth from within and without.

    With love

    Ste

  2. Th medical industry has just decided to commit suicide. The hypo oath is a cover for their crimes. I do not accept it ! I tell all medical practitioners when I encounter them , that they are ended.

  3. Wow, thanks for taking the time to share this topic in depth. I have been visiting this site to listen to the more well known topics and had not heard anything related to this topic at all.

    I had a nan with schizophrenia who died when I was very young. My memories and societal views of people with mental health problems has never really made me think beyond her disorder. I feel sad that I have not taken the time to empathise with her situation from her perspective. I can see how schizophrenia has affected how others in my family have felt towards her and this is even more awful if there are entities effectively holding people prisoner. I have so many questions that I wish I could ask her now! Thanks for opening my eyes into an issue I had not considered.

  4. Hi Chris and Dom,

    I am working my way through your videos and keep sharing them with mates that seem a bit stuck in a rut.

    Your voices are very easy on the ear and the occasional giggle / humour makes some heavy topics easier to digest. You seem approachable, rather than too scientific, which is great as i can share your work with those that are usually closed up to ‘stuff that makes them think’. You do have a real talent for reaching out.

    Soon I will have watched (and re-watched) all your videos and look forward to new work.

    Now, one question:
    Could you add a list of books / individuals that you mention i your videos (besides those of your guests)? Often i catch the names but forget or am unable to make notes (especially if I listen to you at work – gardens).

    For example in this one you mention a guy in relation with voices and how he meets ‘good guys’ and ‘bad guys’ underground? Starting with B …. I think.
    What was the name?

    Thank you! 🙂
    DG

  5. I bet Jerry and George think it’s funny how you say us brains instead of our brains. 🤓🤭 Hilarious! Absolutely love your work chaps! Keep spreading truth! Much love and happiness to you and yours. X

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